Kayjay 凯晶

凯晶，给自己多一点信心

2012-02-17T20:00:00.001+08:00

不要怀疑自己，不要贬低自己。一切都会很好的。

Recharge

2012-02-16T10:43:00.009+08:00

Manage to have 5 days straight to recharge after falling sick from my Osaka trip. Shiokness.

My Osaka trip would have been better if I didn't fall sick on the first day but nevertheless, it's awesome cos I experienced snow from sky for the first time :)

The sky in Osaka is pretty. The air is fresh. The weather is SUPER cold. I caught a cold and had fever on the first day which miraclely recovers upon reaching the country of summer thoughout the year. But now I miss the weather in Osaka.

Let me share a little about my Osaka trip.

On the first day of arrival, checked in hotel, drop my luggage and refresh a bit before heading to AEON shopping mall for dinner and shopping. Rent a car and shared with 3 other Jap crews together with my khaki for the trip. Felt a litte outcast as the 3 Jap crew speaks in their languages and I can only understand when they speak really basic japanese or maybe I was sick so wasn't feeling good. At that point of time I wish I've studied harder for my Jap language, maybe its time to brush up on that? hmm....

Had a fabulous Ramen dinner although it's from their "food court" not cheap either.. Cost about 13 Bucks. After dinner, we had 2 hours to shop before heading back to the hotel. By then, I can feel my body dragging itself. Felt like I am collasping any moment but just hanging on cos I don't want to spend my evening in the hotel room! The weather is so freezing cold towards the night so we went to get gloves from daiso. It doesnt help much cos I couldn't even feel my nose anymore when my mucus flow down automatically.. Hahaha.. Something interesting we observed about Japanese, the cashier sales person speaks after scanning every item! They scan one item then go like "blah blah blah mimase", scan the 2nd item and repeat again "blah blah blah mimase" on and on and on.. we have like 30 over item and when we pass the money over they mention again "blah blah blah mimase" then return us change also "blah blah blah mimase" lol.. It's funny cos they talk non stop and was trying to figure what they were saying, maybe "This is one item pls, this is 2nd time pls, sir collected 1000 yen from you and this is your change of 50 yen.. arigato gozaimasu!"
Went back hotel, had a shower and totally concuss.. Pop 2 Panadol flu and it was just 9pm when I bid Osaka good night. I need a good rest.

2nd day woke up and felt Soo much better after an 11 hours of sleep! That's what my body need the most! But I feel bad as am suppose to have a drink with capt, FO and Kenny hahaha.. Headed to Rinku premium outlet with kenny and met Capt n FO in the shuttle bus. So we went together! Had a great sushi lunch with them and thanks FO for the treat!!!!!! Their sushis are OH SO FRESH!! The sashimi are so so so so so good~~~ Like what my capt and FO said, we should have followed them instead the day before :P lol
So another shopping spree at Seacle. Bought plenty of snacks n cup noodles!! Bought myself a coach card holder at the premium outlet cos i couldn't resist shopping :P and I just left enough to get a little holder to pampered myself. Haha

I still want to go again if I am roster next month. Hope this time round, I be in better health and with fun crews! :)

And lastly, HAPPY VDAY to all my lovely frens!!! :D

Most photos can be found in my FB =)

We are much more lucky than many people out there

2012-02-14T01:53:00.003+08:00

So don't complain too much about life cos life does not owe you an explanation.

We are where we are now, not by chances or luck but choices and decision we have made to be here.

Did an irreversible mistake? Learn from it and move on. Pitying yourself and turning around in cycles doesn't get you anywhere.

Feeling hurt? Cleanse the wound and move on because at the end of the day no one will loves you if you do not know how to love yourself.

Breathe more. Feel more. Smile more.

Look back, smile at how foolish you once were and anticipate the future.

Life is never about looking back.

Osaka..!

2012-01-31T18:49:00.001+08:00

I am seriously very excited about my Osaka layover next week! Although it's just for a day but I'm so going to have ramen every meal and buy back lots of Jap snacks and cup noodles! Nippon daisuki desu! :D Finally, get to travel after soooo long!

不知不觉飞了一个月

2012-01-29T12:19:00.002+08:00

这份工作让我又爱又恨。

起初，想当空姐因为可以和不同领域的人沟通。可是当了空姐才发现大多数连吃饭的时间都没有更何况是和乘客沟通 -_-''.... 现在我还在适应当中。每天去做工，还是感觉战战兢兢的 >.< 因为不是每个人都很友善，几乎每个人都带着面具。我也不例外。有时候，不是身体上的累，是精神与心灵上的累。或许是我又想太多了。把它当成一份工不就好了。还有当了空姐，觉得要牺牲很多和朋友和家人的时间，像是特别的日子，如果要工作，我都不能不做但又觉得好像把我的自由给剥走了！昨晚我竟然还梦到我要签合约,要付1000块时我还临阵退缩!

喜欢这份工因为时间过的很快！如果和好玩的同事合作其实还挺愉快的！还有我瘦了两公斤！算是值得高兴的啦！

不过~ 我开始怀疑。。。自己到底适不适合当空服人员。。再给我自己多一点时间适应吧！

突然间觉得我type chinese 有一点 cheena.. =P 哈哈哈

R

2012-01-08T13:53:00.002+08:00

R stands for "Risky" according to my colleague. It's one level below AVL, which stands for "Dangerous" haha.. R and AVL are the 2 terms use for standby in my duty roster which means I can't go anywhere but standby for flight at home. I dislike both cos I don't like last min activation. No one likes last min thingy I guess. And they love to call people at wee hours!

Flew to places such as HongKong, Taipei, Jarkata, Saigon, Phuket for the past week. Still in learning stage which I believe in months to come, everything will be more routine and in place. The feeling of stepping into crew lounge which is our cabin crew office is killer every time. Even a senior who had flown for 3 months told me shes still getting that kind of feeling every time she step into crew lounge. I hope I feel better as times goes by >.<

I like it when I am working with a team of nice and productive people rather than those who super duper love to pinpoint mistakes and make a big fuss out of it. Realize when I am working with such team, I can be more productive. With those nasty ones, my "mistakes" will keep accumulating and the heart to work is really affected. All seniors like to remind us to eat the humble pie.. Eat until wanna puke already!! Stomach full of humble pies now hahha..

Need to get use to the weird hours of flight and jetlag! Did 4 sectors yesterday and its really killer flight! Did safety demo 4 times, brief overwings 4 times, service 4 times, cabin cleaning 4 times! Can die! And help with the baggage till my muscle aches now -_-'' really is one good exercise for me hhaha..

Alright, hope they wont activate me today so that I can have a good rest!!

I think I need more pics for my next entry.. Too wordy is kinda boring I know!

Tata!

xoxo

Happy 2012!

2012-01-05T10:55:00.002+08:00

121 entries in 2008 ---> 90 entries in 2009 ---> 27 entries in 2010 ---> pathetic 14 entries in 2011!!!

I know I am a little late to wish everyone here.. but still HAPPY 2012!!

Initially want my first entry to be a recap for 2011 but when I start recalling, the first half of the year has nothing memorable to recap. Only events and memories that haunt me so I shall skip the whole chunk of recaps for 1st half of the year. Gonna crack my brain for 2nd half of the year recaps..

Recaps of June to Dec 2011

June - Make a big decision in May. Met someone who sort of change my perspective of life, my precious dearest ahbadeneh =)Doing my best to step out of my comfort zone. A point of searching for what I really want and riding through emotional roller coaster. Felt insecure at times. Jobless. Everyday was spend searching for jobs.

July- 3rd shifting of the year! Shifted to my sis place to stay. Went for a few Buddhism talk. Attend Babu's Compass Award. Super Duper proud of him!! =D

August- Found a job in Singhealth. Not too long to realize its a boring job *yawn*. Went for tarot reading, had BBQ session at babu place. Went for meditation classes.

Sept- Join exotic dance class. Fall down a flight of stairs. Shag.

October- Month of celebrations! USS was fun! Surprise for babu bday a success! =P Spooktacular Sentosa kind of boooo but still enjoy cos of the company =)
Shifted 4th time of the year! Signed contract with Jetstar!

November- Start my jetstar training. Tedious but very fun! Know a bunch of very fun to be with classmates! Totally enjoyed my training days!

December- Xiu and Thomas Big day. Start my first solo flight.

There is definitely more memorable events happening but I really couldn't recall them!!! Argh.... lousy memory!!

New Year. New Career. New Start. This year is going to be a great year ;D
At least a holiday this year. At least one pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I miss traveling tooo much!

PS: I smell neighbors frying chicken wings...................... smell so good!!!!! yummy yummy!

Approximately 12 more days

2011-11-09T21:06:00.007+08:00

To the start of my new career! I am anticipating it! Ok frankly, feeling a little nervous as days approaching.. I know it's gonna be a totally new environment, totally different working roaster (having to wake up at wee hours for work), seeing new faces, the feeling of "don't know what will I get? Who will I face? Will my senior and crew mates be a nice bunch of people to work with? Am I able to adapt to such work style?" yah, some times, or rather most of the times, I think and worry too much. Trying to tell myself to take it easier, to enjoy it and do my best out of it. I know I can! =D Things will just work along its way, isn't it always the case?

Ok enough about my new career, just wanna share a bit of what I've been doing for the past few months since I dont update frequently so now all at once hahaha.. Not really eventful, but did a few memorable stuffs with my love ones =)

Let me begin with Aug! Had BBQ session at my babu's place! This was plan a month before the actual event. It was a tiring but nice get-together session to know more of my babu's friend. Everyone gets themselves involve by bringing nice food or simply came with a smile except for some rather "typical taiwan 7pm drama series moment" which make us think twice to organise such event again.
Also, went for 3 sessions of meditation class at Minding Centre. Had not been practising recently, very bad.
For our anni, darling prepared delicious bfast and brought me to West End for good western food! =D Always make me feel pampered!

Sept, couldn't recall much happening this month ;p

Oct! A month full of celebrations and funs!
Jetstar interview was fun! Get to know a few friends too!
Always love Oct cos its my bday month hehe.. This year spent my bday with babu at USS!! Totally enjoyed it!! Took the roller coaster rides for 7 time! Damn shiok! Which make me came to relate life is just like taking roller coaster rides. Although I very much love to take roller coaster rides, the first time I took it I still get jelly legs and when it starts to take off, some parts I close my eyes and can feel my heart at my mouth. Almost every steep slope, I was holding my breath and because I was so tense up, I sprained my neck a little.. hahaha.. then followed by 2nd and 3rd rides, I opened my eyes throughout. Towards the last few rides, I was kinda immune already. I start to enjoy the scenery along the ride, when steep slope comes, I anticipate it. I open my arms wide as the wind blow onto my face. I TOTALLY ENJOY IT!! Thats life isnt it? =D Nothing is smooth at the beginning but after being through it, learn to love it, anticipate what is coming, you will totally enjoy it! What a lesson learnt at USS.. hahaha.. And my babu bought me a cute gingy as bday present!! =)))
Babu's bday is few days after mine. Planned a surprise and glad it suceeded! kekeke.. Am happy babu loves the surprise and prezzie I got for him!
We went Sentosa for Halloween! Not really scared by the "ghost" more of sudden jump and attack by them. Think even if they don't dress up, I will get scared too. haha.. A bit too pricey experience, dont think I will go again next year. Still enjoy dressing up and roaming around Singapore in funny costumes!

Life has been pretty good so far! oh forgot to add on, I've shifted back to my parents place again. 4th time of shifting can get really sian to the max lor..... packing, unpacking, packing, unpacking. Feel like just set fire to all my belongings and buy everything again. =p ok just some unrealistic crazy thoughts.
Of cos not everything is smooth but I am learning not to focus on the negative. It will only leads to more negativity. So well, stay happy, focus on positive and happy things and we will all be good!

That's all folks!
I will be back soon to share my training experience! tata!

xoxo

Welcome on board Jetstar!

2011-10-11T14:12:00.002+08:00

I am starting a new career in Nov.

真的满怀期待！

一切到目前为止都顺顺利利。

JIA YOU!

怎么有向前一步，后退两步的感觉 =S

2011-09-09T12:03:00.001+08:00

Blogging from my sis home

2011-07-05T13:58:00.005+08:00

Shifted thrice a year! Interesting har? Hate shifting around like ball being kick around but its Ok. I am doing well now, at least I have a roof over my head.

Seems like I've not been keeping my words earlier this year to update my blog frequently. It was probably due to my routine lifestyle which seems nothing interesting to share. Also, my limited written english also restrict me of pinning down my thoughts (definitely plenty of grammer errors in this entry :p) typing in chinese takes longer for me to complete my entry so ya that probably explain my lack of updates here.

Life recently has been so dramatic. Making such a big decision in my life isn't what I will do. Knowing myself best though I always have the thought, somehow I will tend to brush it off thinking one day things will get better or people will change. But seems like things are forever getting more and more outta hand as days, months go by. Thanks to my friends and love ones who I believe are god send to me to guide me through and pushes me to move forward. Without them, I am very sure I will be back to where I always am stucked. I know very well I am one who tend to look back too much, get too emotional. From small thing like not willing to throw away nice sweet wrappers to returning home from vacation yet heart is always there results me in living in the past and not willing to let go. Time to change, never too late I guess. Not easy, but I will try my best. I cannot just say, I have to tell myself everyday to move forward. From today onwards.

Another big step I want to take, is to leave my comfort zone and be an air stewardess! It was my dream when I was young. To be an air stewardess, singer, actress, dancer or model. Whichever makes me shine and look good in. But over the years, I dont know why I've been feeling more and more fear towards the working society. I realise I couldn't fit in. I met plenty of people who disappointed me. I've lower self esteem as time goes by cause I was always being told and reminded by ppl who are close to me that " just get any admin job to do la, 1.5K also do la, u can survive in that" or "I know u too well, u cant work elsewhere so stay and help me". I start to doubt my own abilities. I think I am really good at nothing. Maybe they are right, I am just a nobody and getting a 9 to 5 job, going home to be a good wife, living up to everyone expectation is what I am suppose to do. I lost myself. TOTALLY. I need to find myself back. I need to leave my comfort zone. Please give me the strength. *Porpi porpi* Someone special change my mindset :) and I know I have to keep my positive thinking to go far.

Ending this entry cause I've to rush to my parent place and discuss with them on my decision and seek their help. I have to constantly push myself.. push push push! No more wasting of my 27 years in comfort zone. Jiayou! I can do it! Be confident! =D

“Fear less, hope more; Eat less, chew more; Whine less, breathe more; Talk less, say more; Love more, and all good things will be yours” - Swedish Proverb quotes

It has been quite awhile....

2011-06-12T11:54:00.002+08:00

Since I last update my blog!
I know I know... I am not busy, probably just lazy. Lazy to use words to describe how my life had been for the past five months.
Mid year already? Oh gosh..Thats fast! Need a job badly! Yes! I am jobless again!Anyone got lobang or not?!
So many things had happen since the start of the year which is impossible for me to elaborate in just one entry. Anyway, I don't think it is safe for me to share here either. Not till the day it is official.
I had made a very big decision just 2 weeks ago. It takes me plenty of thoughts, time and courage to make this decision. Now I just want to get out of my comfort zone and live life with less fear, worries and unhappiness. I want to be MYSELF. I am always a very "gen" person. I hope I can be myself, behave like how I am after 3 bottle of hoegarden. lol..
I have so much on my thoughts now, but I cannot share it at the moment.
Just want to say, I am a very happy girl now and I want to be a better person. :)

2011-04-11T14:19:00.001+08:00

心是真的很痛.

Recently

2011-03-10T19:44:00.002+08:00

最近的我怪怪的。

吃饭时，心不在焉。
走路时，心不在焉。
工作时，心不在焉。
就连发呆时，也同样心不在焉。

面对他，接受他，处理他，放下他。

2011-03-10T19:42:00.000+08:00

I would give up anything in exchange so long as everything will be fine the end.

2011-02-18T19:32:00.004+08:00

No Worries!

2011-02-17T19:38:00.004+08:00

This year CNY had been a really "enjoyable" one. Especially when I had something else on my mind throughout my CNY which I somehow wish it ends fast! >.< -
Missed those days when I always look forward to shop for CNY clothings with my mum and aunt at Chinatown, had sleepless night on CNY eve thinking of how fun CNY will be! I miss playing hide and seek, zero point, dogs and bones with my cousin, I miss eating all the CNY goodies w/o worrying of putting on any weight, I miss steamboat with my family for 3 consecutive nights, I miss collecting ang baos and hide inside toilet tearing off the wrappers! I miss those those good old days alot =S

Now CNY is nothing significant to me but another holiday where all relatives gather and ask the same qns all over the years.. again and again and again and again.. Ok not that I am complaining cos I am probably one of those who ask the same qns again and again and again and again.. LOL....

I wonder how will the next CNY be? I shall look forward =)

I've been leading a rather contradicting, indecisive, ironic life recently but I know I shouldn't be in this way. Wosh.. Buck up my dear!

I still remb my previous blog quote:
"Everything will be Ok in the end... If it's not OK, it's not The End.."

Everything will be fine at the end of the day. No Worries v(^-^)v

I am positive at this moment. At least this moment =)

I am real bad at decision making... As always

2011-01-30T00:29:00.001+08:00

Tired.

2011-01-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

My life is getting bored.
Meaningless.
And at times I don't know what I am thinking of, what I want to do already.
Nothing to look forward.
I need something to spice up my life, I need something to look forward to.
Where and what is THAT thing?

HOME used to be where I love to slack. But not anymore now.
At this moment, I am very sick. I need to go home by myself but the thought that I am returning to a place which is no bigger than a king size bed simply makes me feel......
It seems like I've been hypnotising myself that I love to stay in the small room for some time.
Not till I start realizing its a tough work to change bedsheet of my king size bed, when I start knocking into things, scald myself with hot iron etc.
Finally it reach my limits.

天使与恶魔的我.. 永远在拔河~

2011-01-05T13:37:00.003+08:00

想知道谁输谁赢 ? 答案自有分晓 ~ ;)

Happy New Year to Everyone!

2011-01-03T15:47:00.005+08:00

Opps! Guess I am kind of late to greet Happy 2011 to my friends here!

I've decided to re open my blog or rather not to private it anymore since this is a brand new year and I don't see the need to be hideous towards anyone anymore.

A new blog layout to start a brand new year and hopefully I will update regularly in 2011. Realize my post entries drop tremendously from:
121 entries in 2008 ---> 90 entries in 2009 ---> 27 entries in 2010 !!! Gosh unbelievable!
I guess too much unhappiness which I wont wanna record that happened in 2010. Or I am getting more and more lazy!

Ok so to start my 1st blog of 2011 I shall recaps what happened in 2010 for me.

Recaps of memorable and not so memorable events in 2010

January
- Start of my sickening cough that last me 3 months to recover
- SOS ZH/ HK workshop (miss those fun times there)
- 2nd ROM anniversary

February
- Totally obessed with this Taiwan drama "Hi! My sweetheart" casted by Xiao Zhu and Rannie =p
- Work sux and start to make plans for my career

March
- HK trip with besties!
- Tendered my resignation after 4 years with SOS
- Go Kart and paintball in JB. Accident while playing go kart and paintball left me with many bruises and blue black >.<>

April
- Work sux to core with such kind of incharge. Counting down the days to my freedom!
- My dear Spikey left me! RIP Spikey.

May
- Officially unemployed
- HK trip with SIL to lookout for suppliers for blogshop
- Busy planning and set up of blogshop

June
- Blogshops and business ideas don't seem to work out
- Lost at a point
- Set up one day booth @ youth park with my cousin, wen bei and its fun!

July
- So many unhappiness that I choose not to recall anything
- Move and stayed with BIL in Toa Payoh

August
- Nothing much significant happens, just another sian and unhappy month

September
- Same as above

October
- Didnt realize someone around me can be sooooo childish
- Bday with family and friends never fail to make me feel loved
- Finally a little bit of progress at work

November
- Got hard time trying to get iphone 4 and finally manage to get my 1st iphone! *Totally obessed now >.<* - Planning for some serious workouts cause I'm growing fatter!

December
- Love Xmas month! It's all about gifts, foods and parties!
- Genting trip with family ended my 2010 with a smile v(^-^)v

I definitely have more memorable events than the above but I seriously cannot recall any at the moment. Getting older = lousy memory.

Now comes my 2011 resolution! (It shall be a short and achievable one! =p)
1. Shed 5 kilos of fats!!!
2. Healthier lifestyle (that includes regular exercise, drink more water and catch enough zzz)
3. Save up (as always! whats new!)

Wishes for 2011
1. Good health and happiness for my family & friends!
2. More $$$ luck for my husband and myself!
3. TO BE A HAPPIER PERSON.

Overall, 2010 was not a good year for me and some of my besties. I hope 2011 will improve and singles meet their better half, couples and married ones will have everlasting sweet love and everyone succeed in whatever they do =)

Definitely looking forward to 2011!!!

2010-12-19T17:45:00.002+08:00

Yesh! 2010 will come to an end soon and I am liking it. Cause this is a bad year for me and most of my friends. Looking forward to Xmas celebrations, Genting holiday with my family AGAIN, yes AGAIN! and of cos countdown for a brand new 2011 =D

It's time soon for me to sit down, relax and reflect on what was achieve and what significant events that took place this year.

Stay tune for my new year resolution, IF i ever come out with one! =P

PS: I think not many people visit my blog ever since I have privatize it. Or rather before I set my blog to private, already not many readers.. HAHAHAHHAA.. not the main point..
I love to read my past entries and there is where memories flew back. I think this is more important than having hundreds or thousands of readers here. =)

I miss holidays

2010-11-25T00:57:00.002+08:00

I miss Japan.
I miss Hong Kong.
I miss Taiwan.
I miss Phuket.
I miss Bangkok.
I miss Zhu Hai.
I miss Shen Zhen.
I miss Hainan.
I miss Genting.
I miss traveling.. badly.. =(

OOS

2010-11-18T00:56:00.002+08:00

Iphone are OOS everywhere for all Starhub branches. Went like 12 branches today and all out of stock. Husband said really iphone 环岛追追追 lor. Since we are so free and nothing onz on a PH, we decided to start off from nearest 2 branches at TPY then Northeast 3. Hougang Mall 4. Compass Point. Followed by North side 5. AMK Hub 6. Northpoint 7.Sembawang MRT 8.Causeway point then west side 9. Bukit Batok MRT 10. West Mall 11. Jurong Point and lastly 12. IMM. Seriously I am really that desperate to get an iphone lah but sometimes when you realize things are that HARD to get, you tend to want them more. LOL. Time for bed. Good Nitez Everybody.

14112010

2010-11-13T23:56:00.004+08:00

Nothing special with 14112010. Just dont know where to start my entry. I am extremely mentally shag already after 2 days of ganchiong cum rushing cum panic cum busy like hell day @ work. So tired, I dont feel like talking at times when I can rest =S.... I have got so much more to learn. To be less ganchiong and more "zai"! I can do it! Even if its a baby step at a time! Jiayou!

Recently, I am also learning how not to be too nice. Used to be the kind who help others to get their work done and neglected my own! It's not that I am taken granted for or what but more like I want to learn how to reject. How to say NO if I really cannot help. I guess this only makes me grow? Perhaps stronger also? But I am always ready to help if it is within my means and when I am free!

Getting iphone next week! Wee~~~~~ but kinda worried dont know how to use since I am such a gadget idiot haha

Checking out yoga and dance classes! Hoping to take up some classes!

This is already the 11th month of the year! December will always be a great month because Xmas is coming! =D

Good night peeps!

I take back my words

2010-10-21T14:14:00.000+08:00

苦恼

2010-10-20T12:39:00.003+08:00

原以为选择逃避是让自己开心起来最好的方法。可是却发现多数会回到原点。
开心占一小部分，伤心，苦恼，似乎占据了三分之二。
今年，真的开心不起来。
如果说有因果报应，或许是吧。

I have decided to private my blog so that I can curse and swear as much as I like!

2010-10-16T18:17:00.005+08:00

Good! Go cry and shed your tears till the whole world sees it.
This will only makes you appear more childish to me. Grow up! Shame on you!
*The last respect I can show you is by keeping quiet and not making things look ugly and yet you want the whole world to know.
Ok. Remain silent doesnt mean you can make me a fool and make me the BAD person. Enough is Enough!
Damn DL can! >=/

This was the worst mid autumn festival ever

2010-09-22T23:37:00.001+08:00

I felt like a piece of shit today.
And my day ended still feeling like a piece of shit.
Glad my 2 nephews somehow brighten up my day a little.

I dont know what is the next step I should do =(
Hope the days pass so fast that the next thing I know is I am celebrating mid autumn again, this time with a better brighter mood. Please make bad times fly.

Unlucky

2010-09-18T15:59:00.006+08:00

How unlucky can I get recently?

1) Firstly, I am a big fan of Singapore pool by weekly supporting of 4D and toto betting.. lol.. However, my numbers love to surprise me during those days when I fall sick and cant drag myself down to sg pool or when I am to busy for a visit. And so it ended up with a seriously DL me. It's seriously not about the money, cause I dont bet big. A $1 bet will only win me 65 bucks for consolation prize (ok its still $) But what makes me seriously piss is the thought WHEN I BUY AND THE NO. NEVER STRIKE, WHEN I NEVER BUY THE NO. NEVER FAIL TO STRIKE!
Damn it! No wonder there goes the saying "You are already a winner if you never bet in the 1st place" Indeed!

2) I've got a deep cut on my right hand middle finger while opening a can of campbell soup -_-''. Cut is so deep, my blood came splashing out and flooded the sink (ok i am exaggerating..) but the cut is really bad when I saw blood flowing down my finger.. I was shock as this was the 1st time I got such a big cut. Its like a big "U" and from an angle, it looks very much like fish gill. I am lost and kept staring at blood flowing out while my hubby gave me a piss off look (I know he hate to see me being so careless n hurt myself =p) and got a tissue to wrap my finger. Hubby scared me by saying the cut is really deep and can see my bones, need to go for stitches but we no money -_-'' so I cried. LOLx (came to think about it, it is really silly of me to believe him) Im glad I've got a man who learnt 1st aid before. haha.. So I followed my hubby advice and clean up the wound. Lesson learnt, get the man to open a can of campbell soup the next time if you are as clumpsy as me!

3) Work is never smooth and I dont know why.. So many things which are unexplainable here or rather cannot elaborate.So well just hope the bad times are gone soon. I badly need some $$$ for holidays.. Misses holidays

4) Got an opportunity to earn some extra bucks. Now gone case. Again, too lazy n tired to explain.

Ok came to think about it.. I am not actually that unlucky eventually. It's probably one of the bad week you get in life. Move on and be positive. Very important. I shall learn how to not let emotions control me. I need to learn how to 苦中做乐 & 知足常乐! Why so difficult!!!!

Finally here!

2010-08-30T14:09:00.002+08:00

Yeah my long await Kuma has arrived today! Bought the extreme left Kuma plush! Can't wait to get it from wen! Its toooo cute to resist! =D

2010-08-14T16:19:00.001+08:00

WTF...... I AM 56KG NOW..........

DEPRESSION MODE

Gifts that make me smile =)

2010-08-08T23:49:00.003+08:00

Love them all, espically the 2 Kitties! Thank you many many =)

2010-07-19T15:30:00.002+08:00

I hope this is just some kind of post-PMS moody and nothing else :(

Unpleasant Experience at The Icing Room

2010-07-13T16:56:00.000+08:00

Had an unpleasant experience at The Icing Room last wkend. So my sis helped to draft a letter to feedback to The Icing Room and we expect an explanation for the idiotic extra payment!!!! Although it's just $5 but freaking DL!!!

Dear person-in-charge

A recent experience at The Icing Room left me very puzzled.

I was at The Icing Room at 313 Somerset on 10 July 2010, wanting to buy a DIY cake. My intention is to take it home to design since it was very crowded at the stall. This is my 2nd time I did a DIY cake with The Icing Room. To my surprise, I was asked to pay additional $5 for take-away, reason being that the stall is actually renting me the materials (the toppings, cream etc) when I design on the spot. And if I should take it home, I need to 'buy' them back.

This is absolutely ridiculous for the following reasons:

1) The first time we DIYed a cake on the spot, we brought back the extra cream, flowers decorations home without having to pay extra. We always thought that the cost of the materials is bundled into the price of the cake. That is the idea being communicated to us.

2) If the materials have been loaned to us when we design on the spot, does it mean that they have been reused over and over again? If that is the case, I am worried about the hygiene and cleanliness of the store products. I can never guess if the packet of flower decorations that is given to me has been touched countless times by previous customers who, after touching the decorations, decided not to use them and 'returned' to the stall.

3) If I decorate my cake on the spot, I am given a few coloured cream and flowers. And if I should need more unique and special decorations, I can buy them from the stall. If I take away the cake, I need to pay extra $5, what am I paying the the extra $5 for???????

4) If it is the stall's policy to charge an extra $5 for the reason that if we decorate our cakes on the spot, the stall is renting the cream, decorations to us and if I take-away my cake, I need to buy them, then please pay me $10 for NOT USING YOUR CAKE STAND AT YOUR STALL!

I really do not understand the rationale and justification behind charging the extra $5 for take-away. Please enlighten me. The case is no longer the $5 I need to pay for, but the lame reason being given to me. Even if it is just a dollar, it will still be unjustified. I really do hope that the management can provide a reasonable explanation for this.

Thank you.

Piss is the word..

Catching Eclipse later!!! Looking forward =)

2010-06-30T13:27:00.000+08:00

Lazy to blog too! haha

Stress Free~

2010-06-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

It seems like my buddies are getting more prompt in updating their blogs while mine is still ever so lag and boring -_- because life hasn't been very interesting lately.

So whats up recently? My daily routine will be - wake up around 10, b'fast, on my pc, watch tv, pc again, lunch, watch tv, clean up the house, going out to grab some food or goceries, home again and tv then zzzz. As and when visitng to my parent place or meeting friends out for lunch.
I am not complaining cause I dont find all these routine boring. At least it is stress- free life! Like I mentioned before, I am more like a "village" person haha.. Nothing is bored to someone who can stone and look out of the window for hours. To many it may be a waste of time, to me, I prefer to take things slow and enjoy the breeze rather than work like hell and before you know it, its half a century. haha.. Just my point of view but I will be happier if I can stick to my daily routine while money drop from the sky!

Still back to reality, I think getting a job is what I need to do next since blogshop can only be part time commitment. No news = Bad news. haha.. Getting kind of sian already.

Wen is getting her hammies and I am tempted to but I am not sure to get hammies, GP, rabbit or chinchilla. I am not in a rush to get a small pet at the moment so I can do more research and slowly figure out the right pet suitable for me! =)

Time to update 2nd collection of my blogshop! Cannot be lazy! Be back soon! I try but no promise! Hopefully wont take another month =x

I am Lost.

2010-06-05T12:04:00.000+08:00

Can you stay at home without going out for a long period of time?

2010-05-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

Someone ask me this question if I am one that can stay at home for long time.

The answer is definitely a YES!

I am enjoying the moment of waking up without the alarm.

Cooking instant noodles for lunch.

Online gossiping with my kahkis.

Chasing Drama series.

Watching cable tv.

Doing house chores (Ok to be frank, i dont enjoy this portion)

Gonna enjoy all these moments cause I know these wont last for long~~

IT FEELS GOOD TO NUA!

v^-^v

Oppz... It's been 3 weeks!

2010-04-27T21:54:00.002+08:00

I am seriously terribly horribly lack of updates.

So hopefully this little space is enough to update what happens to me these few weeks.

Thinking of setting up another blog using tumblr. That is not a blog actually. Seems fun according to Nana.. But guess I will just drag and drag and drag till I am more free which will be next week! But I don't think I will set up eventually cause I still dont know how it works haha..

3 more days to end my working days in current company but lot of shitty stuffs to clear. My future is full of ???

April wasnt a really good month. Or should I say it was quite bad ?

Husband had a bad month too.. Month of MAY please be a pleasant one for everyone.. Oh please >.<

My spikey abandoned me and befriend my pudding and winky. They are probably playing happily now. R.I.P Spikey. You be always be remembered.

I wanna highlight my hair pink but 钱钱钱钱不够用.Sian.

Suppose to go BKK next week but looking at the situation now. Sian.

Alright, like what my blog subcaption says "Everything will be OK in the end, if it's not OK, it's not the end". I shall be more positive.

So well, maybe I shall look forward to St james, KTV， badminton with my colleagues, going my mum place and play with leleS and waking up late next monday morn while the rest squeeze themselves on super duper ever crowded trains to work =p.

Afterall,I am just a 小人物。Simple things are all it takes to make me happy.

I am feeling very random.

Wanna update my handsome boy spikey photo but I can't find the upload photo icon. Stoopid Blogger.
Oppz.. majiam scolding myself.. haha

If only there are 3 or more kayjay

2010-04-01T10:45:00.001+08:00

Call me Nua-ster! =P

2010-03-26T12:14:00.008+08:00

Its becoming like a once a month thingy for me to update my blog. Bad.

I have been getting really really lazy..
Lazy Till...
- I don't feel like having my lunch cause I will need to walk out of office to buy my lunch.
- I don't feel like leaving the office after work when I think of the LONG journey back home...
- I dont feel like going anywhere after work..
- I dont feel like exercising..
- I find updating blog is such a hassle...
- I think talking is tiring..
- I just dont feel like doing anything but stoned the whole day long!
Yes! So lazy!! Nooooo~ Cannot lah Kayjay! Need to be more active! Don't you feel your memory is deterioating?! Scary!

Ok the first step to not being lazy is to update my blog.. haha

1st and foremost, I HAVE RESIGNED! Finally! After much consideration! I think it's time to move on. The environment here is changing and I don't quite like it.. Another reason is, I've plannings for ahead ;) *Hope it will turn out well! Got to pray very hard!!* ti gong please por pi! I want to earn big bucks for my parents! lolx..

And, I am sick. Now I know the reason behind why I can get fever every night for 4 consecutive days and sore throat and a cough that last for 3 months. I think somehow it is related. Anyway, I know there is always sunshine after rain so I will recover very soon! Positive Positive Positive! Life isn't that bad after all ;)

After being lazy and skipping gym exercise for a month, I had my first badminton session with SOS khakis just yesterday! hehe.. so fun! I know I will end up being the joke of the day lah! but everyone kai kai xin xin jiu hao! =D but when it comes to badminton, I'm back to my true self again. haha. I dont run for the cocks, I'm kind of rooted to the ground and waited for cocks to fly to me. LOL *hey u people, dont think anyhow.. I mean shuttlecocks!* lolx..

Tomorrow will there will be gathering for the BSS khakis to celebrate for 2 bday boys @ hardrock! sure will have fun =)

Then on sunday, will be having Go-Kart& Paintball in JB! Looking forward!

Then ktv and more bday celebrations in April!

With all these activities to keep me going, I am sure I will be less lazy! =D

Watching seabirds fly............... in Hong Kong! LOLx (inside joke)

2010-03-07T22:58:00.009+08:00

A short but fun trip! =D

So much laughter and joy.

A big thanks to wen for putting us up at her "Kwang wei gong" place! haha

I love the weather. Not cold but at least not hot! I miss the weather when we visit big budhha at Ngong Ping! So cooling!! and the crystal cable car is definitely an experience! ;)

Had great fun @ Ocean Park! Took many rides and played many funfair games which I totally enjoyed. All these makes me feel young =D *erhem the fact is I am young but makes me feels younger lah =p haha* The deep sea underwater world amaze me! I like how they create the seaworld! Its like a dreamland! pweeeeeeeeeettttttttttty!

Other than the 2 tourist attractions, we spent most of our time mai dong xi, chi dong xi *I ate alot!*, playing wii and MJ at wen's place. We went to many shops that sells cute cute stuffs and that makes me happy!
Bought not much stuff yet spent 500 over. Don't know where my money goes too! =X

I am experiencing the post holiday trip blues again.. It be over soon in a week. Faster faster go away haha.. Looking forward to the next trip no matter where it will be! =D

PS: I hate SG weather to core! >.<

伤心？不如看海派甜心！

2010-02-07T12:03:00.006+08:00

达浪...达浪....达浪....达浪...达浪...达浪.....达浪....达浪~ 哈!
我相信不管是什么样的女生，看了“海派甜心” 应该都会爱上那一颗丑不啦叽香菇头吧 v(^-^) v
他天真~ 他善良~痴情~ 超有钱~ 加上人又长得帅！几乎完美！除了那一颗惊世骇俗丑不啦叽香菇头啦！哈哈（只可惜这种人只有在戏里存在!)

海派甜心真的是悲欢参半。。前半段让我哭笑不得，甜蜜的让我不知觉的惠心一笑，后半段可真是让我哭到。。。极限。总觉得是在看两部不一样的片子。
喜欢宝茱姐和林达浪纯纯的爱。如果他们没有因为一场误会而分开，那么我想这对有情人可真是全世界最最最幸福的了。
但如真是如此，应该没戏看了吧？！

因一场误会分开--> 重逢 --> 慌言，欺骗，泪水 --> 又分开 --> 又重逢 --> 又伤害对方--> 最后理所当然的在一起

不变的桥梁，几乎一样的剧情，我却还是每一集都很想追看。
应该归功于两位真的很会演戏的小猪罗志翔和杨丞琳了!
真的太棒了！小猪把林达浪演的不温不火，傻的可爱！变成薛海时，帅但又不失他一惯的幽默，夸张表情，薛海超像小猪本尊的！哈哈
其实若我爱上林达浪这个角色也不稀奇，但我更喜欢陈宝茱这样的女生！我觉得杨丞琳真的把宝茱姐演的很真，每一场陈宝茱的哭戏，我都能感受的到她的痛心 =(

说到这里，如果你还在阅读的话，应该是一头雾水吧！哈哈

请到以下网站索取更多有关海派甜心的剧情和角色介绍！因为我不懂得怎么把海派甜心简单划的告诉大家！最好嘛就是直接上youtube收看吧！

http://sweetheart.blog.cts.com.tw/

下一部会看很多朋友都强力推荐的 “下一站幸福 ”
残了，这肯定是一部赚人泪水的戏了。我又不知道要浪费多少纸巾了 =(

Last day of January

2010-01-31T12:31:00.004+08:00

I almost forgot I had a blog.
Yes ah li you are right, my blog is growing spider web.
I am so lag in updating now because I am so sian of everything.
I feel that I am getting old and I hate the feeling. That plays a major role for making me feel so sucky of life! No joke! I think its an illness! I can really feel very down and upset just by thinking of my age!

Also, I am still stuck with my sickening cough for a month but i can feel its recovering. That's the result for not controlling my intake of food. My 以毒攻毒 strategy always apply when I am sick =p heck lah! so no one to blame for not recovering but MYSELF!

Ok a little bit of updates on my ZH/HK workshop trip on the 21 Jan 2010.

It was a great trip and i truly miss EVERYTHING there =p *keke*
Sad to say, too much time were spend travelling from ZH to HK and vice versa. End up the day always seems fast and it just felt like I step into HK then bye HK already.
Nvm I be going in March again but will I meet what I want to meet? lolx..
And I love the companies... my colleagues are the best group I would love to travel with *minus some annoying and not so close colleagues =p* Omg.. they are so going to love me if they read this post.. hahaha

Pictures time!As usual, I will only upload a few pics that I like here. The rest of pictures, kindly go to my FB under "ZhuHai/Hongkong Workshop 2010" album if you are in love with me and not sick of looking at my face. haha

What I dislike back from a trip is the post blues feeling.. I seriously hope I can spend 3/4 a year just on travelling overseas. I dont care where I am going as long as I am out of Singapore!

Back from the trip sucks too cos of WORK and the never ending housechores. Shit. I am complaining. Ok enough of that.

I am happy to meet BB yesterday.. finally! Seems like so long never meet her and she confirm miss me dearly.. lolx.. watched "The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus" Nice movie! I want to walk into that mirror!!! It probably a world of BBTs! lol...
After movie, we shop around Orchard hoping to find some clothes for cny but non of us get any. I bought this set of Jericoh dead sea products that cost me a bomb! But it works! So I dont feel so guilty afterall =X
Met up with BB's friend, Waileng and continue our shoppings then dinner at Thai express followed by ICB! Ate soooooooo much! Going out with BB definitely will make me gain more pounds! jialat! haha.. but at least I am happy. I love saturdays cause no matter what I am doing, I am happy! cos its SSaaaaaaaturday!

2010-01-18T09:28:00.002+08:00

When can I recover from this sickening cough... How "nice" to keep falling sick since starting of the year... zzzz.......

Here comes my resolution for 2010

2010-01-01T17:42:00.004+08:00

From the past years experience of neglecting my resolution after posting it on blog.
This year I had a bet with my Crab Buddy to list down some realistic and achievable resolution and able to prove it is achieve.
By December 2010, the one who never achieve all will have to give the other party a treat (KTV+meal)! Onz lah! So motivating!

So I shall be very serious on my resolution for 2010.

1) To slim down at least 3 kilos. Target to be below 50kg.
2) To able to learn something new. Hopefully to take up dance.
3) To save up at least a 4 digit figure! I don't want to be 草莓组 anymore!
4) To at least go for 3 successful blood donation this year.
5) To drink more water! At least 5 cups a day！(Been drinking 2 cups a day in 2009, very bad)

That's all for my resolution and now my wishes for 2010!
1) Good health for my parents.
2) Luck for all my friends!
3) Husband to be able to find a good job soon!
4) Strike TOTO! (I got no money luck in 2009!)
5) To be a happier person! =)

1st day of 2010

2010-01-01T17:01:00.002+08:00

I guess its time to recap on what are the major and memorable events happening in 2009 =)

January - My 1st time distributing red packet during CNY!
- Finally trim off like 30cm of my hair! and still loving my short hair now!
- Honeymoon to TW with HB! Totally Enjoy! =)
- The birth of Wen Le, my 2nd nephew! He was sooo eager to join us for the CNY and so came out 2 months earlier than his expected due date! Mischievous but strong boy! =D
- My hamster pudding and winky chose to go heaven together in the same month =( sad.. I still miss them!

February - Celebrate vday with HB at partyworld. HB bought me my favourite bouquet of Lilies!

March - Spikey join my family! (He is a guinea pig! Not hamster or rat or dog or cat! Lolx)

April - Play prank on my colleagues in office during April Fool! Fun ! keke

May - Holiday with my family + HB to Genting! Great Fun! Looking forward to the next holiday with them =D
- SOS Workshop to Phuket
- Debut performance as "calefare student" for Grace competition

June - ITF Womens Regional Meeting @ KL. Left Sg for 5 days alone.. So lonely

July - BKK trip with besties and HB! Shopping, food and massage are simply the best combi!

August - Wen flew back to Sg and we had a good time celebrating her bday and our MJ session for the night!

September - Change to current blog address due to some kpo people around!
- Big disappointment.

October - My Bday was a nice one and I felt so loved!
- Our 4th year pak tor anniversary.
- Ufame audition (only manage to make it to the preliminary round =p)
- Finally manage to change my phone to current Samsung B7230

November - TW trip with the besties!!!

December - Performance for SOS/Seacare Anniversary Dinner.

I think that is about all or maybe I left out some cos of STM due to getting old.. haha

I love Xmas because I received more prezzies than my bday! LOLx

2009-12-27T11:26:00.023+08:00

~Xmas Eve - 24 December 2009~

On Xmas Eve, I went back to office and was delighted to see all the xmas prezzies from my colleagues on my table.
This simply makes my mood turns good! =D

All the little prezzies on my table to brighten my day =)

Then we had a mini gift exchange with log cake before we all cabut for our own program.
And I got a Super Cute Cinnamoroll wearing a Pink coat!!! That is the sweetest gift I've received from gift exchange! Thanks to Jac! =D

~Xmas Day- 25 December 2009~

Xmas day itself, we had a celebration at my place with the BSS gang and I recieved many prezzies again! This time round from my girlies! =D

Lovely pink earrings from Ah Li ( Pink and it blingz!)

Gifts from BB ( Love the cute DIY card! BB you really got talent!)

Gifts from Wen (I can't bear to use the so sweet n pink kuma macaroon!)

Post Xmas - 26 December 2009

Today, we had a family xmas gathering (It has been a yearly affair since 06!)
This year we had steamboat and gift exchange! I totally enjoyed myself! Will upload pics once I've got the pictures from Ah Bei.

This is the invitation card coloured by Tian Le! So artistic!

Gifts from TianLe and WenLe! So cute the cup! I will definitely use it in my office!
(Inside the cup got sweeeets! so sweeet!)

Prezzies from Ah Bei

So observant and sweet leh this girl.. Notice I use sponge everyday in TW and got me makeup sponge and the lovely ribbon hairband! =D

Lastly, I shall end this post with all the prezzies received this year from all the love ones! tadang!

Looking forward to next year Xmas! I love Xmas! v(^-^)v

Xmas Gathering! Plus Happy Birthday BB!!! =D

2009-12-26T12:15:00.003+08:00

I know you will surely love the surprise for you!

It was so sweet to see wen coming back to give BB such a pleasant surprise!

It all begin way back in approximately 1 and a half month back when wen told me over msn that she will be back during xmas and plan to give BB a bday surprise! As we felt that lesser people know the better, we are keeping it really low profile! Only wen and myself + husband know! A few times I almost say out when Im with BB or ah li that wen is back for xmas!

I would say the plan went well! w/o any big hiccups!

A few days before the party, wen and I was discussing how should we prepare the surprise? Should she press the bell and I pretend that I order some food?
As our lights are all far from the door, how should i run to switch off all lights when they step in? Got plenty of questions in my mind! I dont want the plan to fail!
So we decided to get Francis to fetch wen n dennis at sunplaza and bring her up!
Got another partner to make sure everything goes smoothly.
Around 8pm wen sms me that she was otw to semb and while i was messaging, this idiotic BB actually wanna peep at what I was typing! give me a big scare! lol..
Then wen called me and I have to get husband down to fetch her and pass her the santa hat!
In order to bring the hat out, husband got to bring a bag. Then BB saw him with a bag going out, came to ask " Francis really going work meh?"
My goodnesssssss... why my husband give such a lame excuse! So i quickly think of another reason.. Oh.. he went to put the bag in his car lah.. wosh... safe!
Then I went to close the door n locked it ( thinking that husband got key) skali husband msg me not to lock the door.. Holy shit! I tried to sneak to unlock the door w/o anyone seeing!
At that moment, I'm all excited and ganchiong! Manage to stand close to the lights (dont know how many times BB ask me to sit down I simply ignore! hahaha)
Just before they came in, I got a msg from husband saying they are outside and will come in in 2 mins! My eyes are glued to the tv (while peeping at the door occasionally so that I wont miss the best part! still must prepare my video!) then the special moment came!!! Wen came in with bday cake!!! and BB was simply so touched she teared! hahahahaha!

Probably her best bday gift liao! Happy Birthday BB!!! Dont get so "high" next time hor!!!

Xmas party was all about cracking jokes, food, drinks, laughters, gifts, games!

Photo updates soon! Going out for post xmas party with my family! Looking forward!

Tata!

Enjoy the long weekends my frens! =)

I can achieve.. I can achieve.... Did I achieved?

2009-12-20T12:53:00.002+08:00

I always make it a point to dig out my every new year resolution to see if I've achieve any! of coz I'm still doing the same this year! It always ended up with a good laugh instead of really achieving anything...hmmmm.....

2009's resolution

1) More good sleep, Eat healthy (hmmm.. its like a yearly task to do but never really accomplish)

2) More overseas trip!!!!!!! Yesh I love holidays! (Sort of. This year visited Genting, Phuket, KL, TW, Jakarta.. but most of them are the 2nd, 3rd or even 10th visit?)

3) Success of my plans! (No head No tail)

4) Good health for my parents. (omg.. how come I added this resolution? I must be thinking this is a wishing well or something haha)

5) Pass my practical. (Not achieve)

6) Love my hubby more and vice versa! =p ( I guess so? )

7) Happy, Happier! ( Not very )

8) Save up!( Not at all)

Pzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... seems like I never did much achievement.. haha

Making someone happy

2009-12-15T09:32:00.002+08:00

but I am not happy.

Does it even matters?

祝人为快乐之本, 我想其与的已经不重要了.

I need some peace and I seem to understand myself more now.

Tired leh!

2009-12-12T22:34:00.002+08:00

Aiyor! Tiring trip! Everyday also like not enough sleep.. Going to rest soon to replenish my beauty sleep! Heng ah! Tomorrow Sunday!

对不起, 我不了解

2009-12-08T12:18:00.003+08:00

你说她会这么说, 是因为她把我当家人看待..
对不起, 我不了解因为我家人永远都不会这样跟我说话..

HAPPY 53RD BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!

2009-12-04T13:20:00.000+08:00

It's................................ December!

2009-12-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

It's December again! A month always fully pack with activities!

Most important, this is the Xmas month! Time to do some shopping for gifts! Got ALOT of gifts to shop for! I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee December so much!

Gonna truely enjoy this month before 2009 ends.

FREAKING fast!

New Moon.... Not the abalone

2009-11-26T11:12:00.003+08:00

Thanks Dil! For the free tickets to watch Twilight gala preview!
My 1st time catching movie preview and it was something new although at some point of time, I felt like shouting to the audiences to just shut their mouth and watch quietly instead of cheering as if they in some concert because they are disturbing me watching my lovely Edward! LOL..
New Moon is one of the movies I am looking forward to catch this year.
I still remember how the first series ending sucks and now the New moon also ends at the most crucial part!
Seems like I have to wait another year for the next series to be out, hopefully not tooo long. In the meantime, gonna borrow the book from BB to quench my thirst for Twilight! haha..

I like vampire romance which is always so beautiful and mysterious!
I am a definitely an Edward fan! He may not be super handsome but his character and his passion for love, for Bella, most likely melts every woman's heart. haha..
Jacob has a nice body, no doubt but I am more of a vampire than werewolf fan.. haha..

Alot of my guy friends prefer Jacob and ask me why girls like the pale Edward? Reasons being Jacob is devoted and protective towards Bella as much as Edward do while Edward is kind of weak both physically and emotionally in comparison. But to my opinion, girls just like relationship that is not so perfect yet breathtaking. Isn't it?

Also, I love Edward's family! I like to watch the part when they came out as a family! I dont know how to explain that in words. In short, I also want to be turn into a vampire and join them lah! hahahaha

My 3rd trip to Taiwan

2009-11-24T22:03:00.006+08:00

Alright! Finally got a little bit of time to summarize my Taiwan trip!

Overall, it was good maybe because I didn't put much expectation in the first place.
It was more of a little getaway from my hell work.
But the weather was super cold! Kena fake by the weather forecast lah! First night it was still bearable but the 2nd night onwards, its like hell.. haha.. but then we dont get to experience that always so I still love the cold weather!

I always love Taiwan! I love Taiwanese (besides the point that they have more good looking people.. lol), most of them are nice and friendly, which makes me feel kind of disguised by some Singaporean behaviours including myself.
We've got so much more to learn from them.
If I am brought up there, maybe I will become a better person haha.

Lets talk about Hualien!
I can tell BB love Hualien as much as I do cause someone kept repeating "I love this place" almost every few secs in HL.. haha ok im exaggerating.
That is why i strongly recommend Hualien and don't mind visiting again for the 2nd time in a year.
The greenaries, mountains, rivers, farms, plantations, animals, flowers, fresh air.
I miss them the moment I step down the plane haha..
Sometimes I can't help but feel that I am more of a village than city person haha..
Leave me there for a month w/o any internet or phone and I definitely can survive!
But must give me my husband lah! haha..
People living in village area are also super friendly! I like them!!!!
This time we stayed at sutohome stay, a place that makes me feel like home.
Sitting on the swing, playing fire crackers, painting on stones, picking jades, visiting Liu Ah Yi little farm are things which I totally enjoyed and truly missed.
I will definitely want to go back again!

Lets talk about Taipei!
Due to shortage of time, didn't managed to do much shoppings.
Nothing special that caught my attention too and I didnt get to go to their clubs.
Disappointed.
One more incident that shocked me abit.
At Shilin night market, someone tried to take video of me.
If not my cousin who alerts me, I think the blur me won't even realise.
I am pissed not because the guy took video of me but..........................
just tell me lah! I sign autograph for you also can! why video me so secretly like majiam I am a star!!! lolx..

The company was great except some drama moments and when everyone starts falling sick. Next trip with besties, I hope everyone can be in the best shape!

Came to think about it, I won't be visiting Taipei in near future. If I am to go Taiwan again, it will be to explore other places like Yilan, Alishan, TaiZhong or Tainan areas. No more Taipei liao.

I wanted very much to go Japan. I will try to save hard next yr!!!! More holidays!

We are as pretty as the flowers... or prettier.... lolx

Holiday with the besties

2009-11-21T15:50:00.010+08:00

It seems like just yesterday when I was enjoying myself in Taipei.
Time pass disgustingly fast.
I am indeed suffering from Ultra Big Big Mon Blues liao.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Sickening. Disgusting. Irritating.

Suppose to update on my trip but the lazy me prefer to slack my day till I've edit and then upload in the next post. In the meanwhile, I shall just show few of my best buys!!

Pink Boots
Running Shoe (can finally go shed some fats)
Accesories (Real good bargains!)
Mask, mask, plenty of masks!!!
Cinnamoroll Hand towels

Due to winter season, I didnt manage to do much shoppings as mostly winter wears. My buys are things that I need to get. The first time I returned home with SGD200 untouch! Broke my own record. haha..
PS: I think my pink boots are really chio! haha

Joke of the Day!

2009-11-12T14:09:00.003+08:00

Overheard this from the radio in husband car this morning.

DJ: "China will give Singapore two giant pandas to mark 20 years of friendly ties between the two countries, Chinese President Hu Jintao said on Wednesday." So please sms to give suggestion what do you think Singapore can give in return?

Audience A: We can give them 2 lions since Singapore is a Lion City.
Audience B: Maybe 2 white tigers.
Audience C: Merlion statues.
Audience D: Lizards are commonly found in Sg HDB flats so Lizards is most suitable to symbolise Singapore. Give them 100 lizards as return gifts.
(LOL.. I am already laughing at this hilarious reply and the worst yet to come.)
Audience E: Give them 2 ERP GATES.

LOL............ FREAKING FUNNY!!! I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING!!!! Seriously they are toooo creative!!!!!

PS: I AM VERY HAPPY SINGAPORE GOT 2 PANDAS LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

5.5 more working days to go~

2009-11-09T10:00:00.003+08:00

Next monday this time.. I will be in Taipei on my way to Hualien.
I seriously cannot wait to get out of this lion city!
Taiwan... here I come!
6 more days to see my besties and enjoy the cooling weather and eat ALOT and shop ALOT!

Clubbing.. KTV.... SO many things to do with the besties! and my ah bei!!!!! yeah!!!!

Im in SUPER HOLIDAY mood =D

Overcome? How?

2009-11-02T21:30:00.002+08:00

Sian.. Cant believe I am still blogging the same old thing again and again.
I didnt make it for ufame. Blame it on my stage fright.. damn idotic when I actually practise SO MANY times at home but once on stage, all my effort gone due to fear. Sigh.
You guys might not know I even went to google "how to overcome anxiety?" "How to overcome stage fright?" "How to overcome singing in public?" "How to overcome singing infront of many?" -_- I am getting so sian when I try so hard yet come back to the same thing. Big Sigh.
Well well well.. seriously I think people get bored of my topic liao or maybe thinking "Cant she just has more confident with herself?" "Whats there to be afraid of?" "Please lah! singing only what!" "I seriously dont know why you got so scared of?" yes it seem so easy for many yet THAT difficult for me. TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTT IS REALLY DIFFICULT FOR ME!
I really want to overcome it. How? Giant Sigh..
I think I need some serious counseling. Anyone got any to intro? Give discount Ok?! lolx

Orders Arrived!

2009-10-28T10:41:00.003+08:00

Finally the facial products I've ordered from sunnanz arrived!
3 items cost me S$50 only! I'm so falling in love with Taiwan products now!
Cause they are cheap and effective for me!
Anyone interested, just go to this link http://www.sunnanz.com.sg/ check out the preorder sites at the bottom left hand corner, which will link you to their Taiwan webiste and let me know if you want to get any product then I will help to purchase!
Just simply jot down the url address and also the item you want!
Most of the items cost less than 20 bucks! Some can actually found at Sasa but with "tai lang" price! I am real excited for my TW trip because I want to grab all of their products back!!!!!

Bought this dead skin remover which Sasa selling at 29.90 for only 14 bucks!

Been wanting to get an eye cream or gel for long time. This caught my eye cos its roll type and perfect for lazy people like me! love its minty and refreshing scent! Not very effective though =p

Shill BB cream!!! I really love the result which give me good coverage for my acne, dark circles and uneven skin tone! love the flowery scent too!! Find the texture abit too thick and abit too fair for my complexion but nevertheless its still good!!! cost 20 bucks?! CHEAP!

Its only the 4th year but feels like the 10th.. HAPPY FOURTH YEAR TOGETHER =)

2009-10-26T09:35:00.006+08:00

Today mark our 4th year together.. (although it really feels like 10th!)

I still remember 4 year ago, the night when you pop that question of wanting to be together, you sounded so different and I was sitting in my kitchen balcony and chat with you over the phone till dawn. I tried to sound less nervous but you never know how sweaty my palms were and how I was walking to and fro in my balcony.
It was the most unforgettable night.

I still remember the first time we hold hands. It was at Raffles place, just outside my workplace.

I still remember your first good bye kiss to me. It was at Mount Faber.

I still remember the first surprise when you pop by my office just to have lunch with me.

That was a pleasant surprise =)

I still remember the many movies session and dating times we had after work when you were still in Asco. Bishan was our usual meetup place because its near for both of us to return home.

I still remember the many saturdays I went over to your place to wake you up by banging on your windows, and times you will sing and play the keyboard and I will try to sing along.

I still remember our first lunch together (at Delifrance), pincic at Semb park (for our first valentine), days when we celebrate occasions(too many to list).. so many so many happy and memorable memories..

I have selective memory but I will never forget all these memories because they are really beautiful memories rooted deeply in my heart and mind.

I love you husband. Many happy years ahead. (^-^)v

With loves,

your Kayjay Ah dear

What a blissful birthday =)

2009-10-18T21:37:00.008+08:00

I had many simple but blissful birthday celebrations this year!

With my family...
With my wonderful mates..
With my husband..

I still have another celebration with my colleagues but photo not uploaded yet so shall update in the next entry!
In short, I really really love all the surprises and prezzies that I've received! Many Many thankS! U guys are seriously the best! =D =D =D

HAPPY 29TH BIRTHDAY LAO GONG! =D

2009-10-18T21:37:00.001+08:00

13 Oct 2009

2009-10-14T08:59:00.002+08:00

This year I had many simple yet fantastic bday celebrations with my lovely families, friends and colleagues =)

All wishes, presents, cakes, cards, treats, surprises melted my heart many many.

More picture and stories updates to come, real soon! =D

2009-10-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it. I can do it.

我的美丽日记 My Beauty Diary

2009-10-11T15:29:00.003+08:00

Was delight that they finally bring it in to Singapore! Now I am able to find the masks in Guardian! But I guess I wont be buying it very often as it costs 21 bucks for a pack of 10 masks! Double the price which Wen help me to get from HK!!!! so freaking boh hua leh!!!! I think my trip to TW in nov, I will buy ALOT back! Sure cheaper over there! But still I got the 7 day pack from Guardian as I badly need masks and the packaging is too pretty to resists =)

Good Buy, Best Buy, Must Buy!

2009-10-09T10:36:00.007+08:00

Tadang!

Ive got my new phone.. finally..

As all known, I am not a gadget person.. haha..

So this wasnt my first choice cause I kind of find it inconvenient to use keyboard kind of keypad.. I got quite impatient typing the first message but I guess it takes some time to get use.. hehe

So why did I get this phone?

Firstly, I am not willing to top up any money for any phone for renewing my contract.
So my choice was narrowed.

I wanted to get LG ice cream (ya lah ya lah I am slow and outdated lah but its cute what and I want basic phone and flip phone is still the best..lol..)

But was told Starhub doest not carry ice cream phone, only dealer does and its also kind of EOL already so well, bye bye to 冰淇淋手机!

Then my 2nd choice was ..... W595 or T710.. since both need not top up any extra cash.

while thinking which should I get, the promoter came over, told him my needs, he then promote me Samsung Preston and Samsung Omnia Pro.

Found out that on that day itself, Omnia Pro is having a promotion and with my plan, its FOC leh!!! good buy best buy must buy! hahaha due to my natural aunty-self, of cause I get whatever is most worth it ( buay tahan myself ) so that is why i ended up with Samsung Omnia Pro!

My husband got a new E52 as well, suits his needs. He actually wanted my phone or nokia E71 but then he cant use that to sms while driving, same apply for PDA phone so he ended up with this new Nokia phone which I find it is nice too! Most impt, its slim and light!!! Too bad the gold color was not out yet, find gold nicer.

So we both were happy with our buys and while settling the documents for our handphones, husband query about starhub broadband and cable channel plan with them and after like 1 and half hours stuck in starhub, we walked out of Starhub with many many bags! haha..

We end up getting 2 phones, change our singtel broadband to Starhub, swap our singtel home phone line to starhub and subscript to Starhub channels! Why did we want to change? Cause we been paying 60 bucks a mth for the singtel broadband in the past and paying the same amount for starhub, we get.. 1) broadband 2) home line (free incoming & outgoing within Sg) 3) SCV channels (3 basic groups + 1 add on channel) and additional 20% off our hp subscription fee every mth!!! Super Good Buys I must say! Paying the same amount every mth but get so much more offers!!!

So I am one happy gal now haha and obviously also cause its TGIF too =D

Tomorrow, Ice skating ;)

20 facts about me......which you might not know ;)

2009-10-05T23:05:00.006+08:00

1) I look like SHIT w/o makeup.

2) I got the habit to slack around when back from work in my dirty clothes before shower.

3) I got terrible low self esteem. =x

4) I get tense up very easily.

5) I am lazy when it comes to face cleansing, I only wash my face and thats it. Apply mask like once a month (thats improvement ok)

6) I always wish I got more courage to do backpacking!

7) I got selective memory.

8) I got anaemia, due to iron deficiency. I cannot run long distance or too tedious work out if not I will see stars ( really see stars lor haha)

9) I cannot tahan seeing many holes in cheese, carpark coupons holes when its folded, backside of a paper poked by pen with many holes.. I got phobia for MANY HOLES together.

10) I cannot sing well in KTV cause I am too conscious of my voice. =S

11) I get jealous easily.

12) I got walking, sitting, standing postures problems.

13) One of my ear is higher than the other.

14) I dream almost every night.

15) I get frighten by my alarm every morning.

16) I stoned and yawn alot during meetings.

17) I am afraid of growing old.

18) I take lifetime to forget someone close to me but gone forever.

19) Sometimes I will stare into the mirror for long and felt the girl inside the mirror is not myself then I will feel panic and scared.

20) I got problem thinking of the last fact of myself.

Now I will like to tag Peili, Ailing, Jiewen, Tina, Adila, Wenbei to share some of your secrets!!! hehe

LOL

2009-10-05T15:31:00.001+08:00

Happy Children's Day

2009-10-01T09:37:00.000+08:00

to all the children all over the world!!! and of cos those kids at heart too ! =p

I am going to buy some little gifts for my nephews later the day! hehe.. I want them to be happy kids on children's day! =D

New New

2009-09-29T14:17:00.001+08:00

New Blogskin.
New Blog Address.
New Blog layout.
New Blog Display Pictures.
I like them all..................................NEW!

Restriction

2009-09-26T13:36:00.002+08:00

I felt so restricted.
Maybe I should just delete away this blog..
Sigh...

Weekend was a simple but great one

2009-09-22T15:39:00.002+08:00

because I got my husband free time =) so happy that he need not work this weekend and so he can accompany me for 3 days!

Saturday my in laws shifted to their new flat which is just few blks away from us.. So we went to help to unpack some stuffs. My idiotic menses cramp was so bad, making me so idiotically fed up.. haha.. panadol extra save my life! Then after the unpacking, although I didnt really help much, we went for dinner together. It was SIL treat to thank us for helping up. I think shifting into new house indeed make ppl feels good. I like to see new house.. haha.. I WANT TO MOVE HOUSE !!! lolx

Sunday, husband and I went to JB since hubby wants to buy some stuff for his car.. Then we went for lunch around Pelangi plaza and bought some toiletries then back to sg.. Pass by our wedding shop, memories all flew back. A yr ago, we went in and out of JB more frequent than we visit Orchard. I want to go JB again soon... to do some shoppings! After we return to sg, slack for awhile at home before meeting 2nd SIL for dinner at TPY. After dinner meet up with 3rd SIL for ktv together around our house- NS Hometeam. Cheap! we sang for 2 hours and cost us bout 8 bucks.

Yesterday, my mum invited us over for lunch together. She prepared chicken chop. Nice! I like! then after that back home in the evening and recharge for work..

Booooooooooooo.... I always get post wkend mood! Looking forward to the next PH which is Deepavali but I wont be in singapore.. will be away in taiwan! yahoooo!!! then hari raya haji comes next!!!! yahooooooooooo again!!! I love PH lah! more more more!!!!

October coming soon ;)

雨过天晴了 =）

2009-09-15T22:53:00.000+08:00

FORGIVING

2009-09-13T21:53:00.006+08:00

Does keep being positive leads me till I see light?

I thought I've already pull one leg out of the mud but the other leg is caught inside now.

Seriously, I should have just kept quiet and let it be.

I should have not even step on a cat's tail even if she ignored my exist cause I should have better know that I will be scratched hard back.

I am not raising any white flag here. I am not trying to make things worst over here as well.

Since I truly know I cant change anything, I wish I can make it better although at times, I feel so half hearted.

To the person I love who will know that I am writing about you here (sadly, you may not even read this little space of mine.)

"Let the past be over as it is, fault lies with no one. We should just improve on whatever we can and carry on. Thanks for being there. I still appreciate you as much and will always do."

PS: This is not avoiding, it is FORGIVING.

Happy Day!

2009-09-11T23:50:00.004+08:00

Though I woke up feeling not that good today, my day was still a happy day =)

There is nothing to share at work. No government = not a productive day.

As usual on Friday, I will go back to my 娘家 to see my cheeky nephews and play with them.

小小乐乐 is trying to recognize familiar faces now. Today, he looked at me with a frown.. He must be thinking "Who is this freak? So familiar yet I cant remember?" hahaha..

The elder brother 小乐乐 can really talk non stop and love to create his own melody by anyhow humming haha and 姨晶晶 is really very proud of him =D
He is only 2 years old but talks like 4.
I laugh when he threw the "bettle" to my dad and my dad act as if he was shock, lele laugh out loud and said "Lele happy because old man (ah gong) scared" He knows when to use "because" in sentences and able to use past and present tense. See.. Isnt he amazing?????? He also help doing housework by sweeping the floor!!! mai siao siao damn clean lor the floor after he swept! lolx

My mum wants me to stay overnight here since my brother was not in.
I've been turning down my mum offer many times, I dont want to disappoint her again.
I can tell she is very happy lor!! hahaha so I am here typing in my old bedroom!!! Playing MJ with my buddies.. slack in my parents room.. Never know my mum nagging can be so sweet. LOL..
The feeling is not something that I can use words to describe.. Its been 9 months since I've not stayed in this room, this house which I got the most memories in!
Of cos, I can come here and stay as often as I want since I got a brother who is always flying around! and I know anytime my parents will open their arms to welcome me!
This is the place I call home.

=) =) =) =) =) =)

Maybe Sorry does not exist in your dictionary.

2009-09-09T09:26:00.002+08:00

Please support my Spikey first debut appearance for the movie G-FORCE!

2009-08-31T16:36:00.002+08:00

Hi Peeps! My Spikey is casting in G-Force as Hurley! No doubt, it's really him. He is just wearing black big eye contact lens. lolx. Do support his debut movie on the 3th Sept 09! Coming Thurs~!!!

I had a great weekend but...... i hate menses!

2009-08-24T18:57:00.004+08:00

Minus the menses it will be a perfect weekend! Been looking forward to this gathering since month ago? Finally an all girls meetup!! Wen is back for her bday and she squeeze out time for us within her tight schedule.. so happy & touch *tear* haha.. Wen, hope you like everything from us! I know you sure like it de! teehee..
So on saturday, my mood was bad due to Ms M. She always visit me at the wrong time to spoilt my mood, this time on my precious gathering with the girls. Piss is the word. Catch up with BB at Royal Copenhagen. I love this place cause i love all tai tai ambient place. haha.. 下午茶 was great.. I love the scones! Then we shop around taka while waiting for Ah Li to join us. BB was totally engross with Kose promotions especially the blink blink foundation case which I think she mentioned "Omg this is sooo pretty" for at least 5 times? and another 5 times after she bought it? haha.. even asked for my opinion but got it b4 I can say anything haha..
Then WS drove Ah li to meet us for dinner. Had ramen at noodle hut ken at Orchard Plaza. Rather disappointed with the ramen maybe because it is highly recommended. So so only leh.. I still prefer the one at THE CENTRAL. After a very full dinner, we proceed to Ice Cold Beer to chop place while waiting for wen to come! The place was horribly packed! We manage to get a "private seat" but felt so isolated from the crowd. haha.. Also, we manage to have nice cold beer, chicken wings and pizza although we are already so full!!! Had a mini bday celebration for Wen then proceed for our next session - Mahjong session!
Mahjong session was fun! Coz we crap and laugh like nobody business. Im sure all of us enjoyed the session! hope to have a MJ session with the same gang soon! Altho i lost everytime!!!! lolx.. Was dead tired when I reached home at 4am.
Sunday, my mood was lagi worst!!! I got migraine when I woke up and get easily agitated by little things like seeing more acnes popping up, typing message on my 70% spoilt SE hp, piss with the bad traffic, not able to find Emi cakeshop etc haha... even affected my appetite, I think i ate really little compared to my usual intake.. zzz... Anyway its not bout me enjoying or not lah, so long as the bday girl enjoyed, I think its good enough! After steamboat dinner, we went for dessert at 记得吃 the durian dessert which was highly recommended was not really my cup of dessert haha.. I think its too rich.. I will prefer some ice with it or maybe more liquid.. I get rather sick of it like the 5th spoonful.. Ok not again unless Im sharing with others. I think i still love their mango dessert. Lastly we end our day by taking neo stickers! SO old skool! haha.. totally enjoyed the company...................................... MINUS THE MENSES!!!!!!! HATE IT TO CORE!!!! ARGHHHHHH.....

Oh My God

2009-08-13T22:34:00.001+08:00

I just realise my friend is teaching IT in my ex-school Bendemeer Secondary.
Another friend of mine teaching dance in Bendemeer Secondary.
My ah po is one of the school attendants of Bendemeer Secondary.
My di di is studying in Bendemeer Secondary.
My cousin Ah Bei is also studying in Bendemeer Secondary.

So qiao.................................

At this moment, I want to sing.... Bendemeer.. Live forever more!!! LOLz

KOBE BEEF

2009-08-13T15:01:00.002+08:00

I got craving for Kobe beef.... BIG CRAVING.... all thanks to Dennis Ho
(-_-''')....

Lonely.. I am so lonely.... I had nobody... All on my own...

2009-08-10T17:58:00.001+08:00

Am alone on a sunday evening as husband just went back to camp.
Felt so lonely out of a sudden.. haha
He will be outfield and only be back maybe Friday =( then outfield again the following week.
Gonna be super xiong for him =S
Last Mon was his first day of reservist and he sneak out of camp back home at 1am that night just because of one msg from me and have to return camp at 6am so as not to get caught..
I always complain I've a too practical husband who is not considerate enough =p
Now I apologise for that and love my hubby more for his action.
Sibeh touch leh... lol..
But still I wish this bloody reservist end fast so I can have more time with him.
Erm but on 2nd thought, even if he need not go for reservist, his work also makes him a very busy man who only comes home after 10pm everyday.
Hmmmm poor husband... I've to be more understanding and stop behaving like a spoilt kid =/

Misss the husband liao..........

Can someone bring me to my Lalaland?

2009-07-27T17:24:00.006+08:00

My lalaland.
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A place where I wake up and see clear blue sky~ with birds chipping outside my window.

Where my house has a big kitchen for me to bake muffins!

Where Dunkin Donuts grow on trees! I can pluck and munch on anytime I like!

A place where everyone greet with a =) No war. No fights. No arguments. No cries. No saddness.
Where I've got a field of lilies, tulips all kind of flowers growing in my backyard!

(which I can pluck and give them to my lovely friends!)

Everyone will wear bright clothes and I've got a whole lot of pretty clothes in my wadrobe! =D =D

They wore nothing on their feet cause everyone will be walking on cotton like grass! sponge also can!

Not too far away from my home, there will be an indoor amusement park with many many TOY CATCHING machine! =D
One machine with lots of Kuma for Wen, one with plenty Melody for BB, one with lots of dolphines for Ah Li, another one full of cinnamoroll for myself!

I want to have a river of milk that I can bath in.

People dance and sing when they feel like it!

Nice Music playing everywhere.

20 deg Celsius weather all day long.

No one grows old, sick, ugly, fat here.

A place where happiness is everlasting.

A place where my love ones stayed around me.

A place where my husband and I live happily every after. =)

Where is my lalaland?

They never fail to put a smile on me =D

2009-07-24T12:38:00.002+08:00

Back from BKK~

2009-07-13T22:46:00.005+08:00

Hi Hi~ I am back! This trip makes me feel like I never get enough rest and walked ALOT! haha even now my legs are aching!

It was a short short trip over the weekend but still few things I miss already! Here goes the list!

1) I miss Tom Yam Soup which I can never get tired of
2) I miss the bargaining (even if its just 20 baht.. haha)
3) I miss the tut tut!!!!! ( ma jiam taking roller coaster ride! shiiooooooook ah! i wish the driver can go faster everytime i took tut tut!)
4) I miss the hotel room shower head (water came out so powerful i can simply use that as massage!)
5) I miss dunkin donuts!
6) I miss foot massage (thai massage makes me wanna scream lor =x)
7) I miss the crispy coconut crepes!
8) I miss the coconut ice cream I had at Chatuchak!
9) I miss the sweet corn which is really SWEET!
10) Last but not least.... I miss singing NOBODY nobody but you! almost everywhere I go! lolx!

Time to have a good rest which I didnt get since last Thurs! Good night peeps! =D

Sigh

2009-07-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

I know I should get out of this and stop looking at MJ's related news but everytime I signed out of my hotmail, it will leads me to more news of MJ's on the msn home page. haiz..

People, read this:

"The 2003 allegations against Michael were sparked by a TV documentary in which Michael told journalist Martin Bashir he sometimes shared a bed with boys.

Capozzola added even when Michael was in court, he struggled to see what was wrong with his comments.

The lawyer said: 'He could not understand society's evil thoughts about him because of his mental set, he was Peter Pan, 'Why do they think I'm evil,' he'd say. 'I don't know why everyone thinks I'm guilty.'

'I had to be very blunt with him, I told him, 'Because you're a 48-year-old man and you got interviewed by Martin Bashir and told him you sleep with children. That doesn't go on in America or in most civilised countries, a man does not sleep with children.'

'He told me, 'That's society's problem and not mine.' In other words they are the dirty old men.'"

Sigh.

Farewell, Our legend, Michael Jackson...

2009-07-02T11:49:00.017+08:00

This post might seem a little late but its never late for me to pay my last respect to our legend- Pop King, Micheal Jackson.

No, I am not a big fan of MJ neither am I one who says "I listen to his music since young".

In fact, sadly, I seem to know more of MJ for his crimes, his numerous plastic surgeory, people saying him suffering mental problems etc, all on his negative reports BUT i never felt disgusted or dislike this man. Now that he is gone and the only way I can remember him is perhaps surfing youtube and watching his past concerts. =(

Somehow I felt sad for his life so much so till the extend my heart aches when I see any news on him this whole week. I always felt that behind his glamorous, rich & powerful image, lies a skinny man full of sickness, pain, stresses and loneliness. He weighs only 51kg and was almost bald when he pass away. How can such a weak person still go for rehearsal for his upcoming concert and look so different the moment he's up the stage? Because he is Micheal Jackson.

He belongs to the stage. He probably forget all the pain once he starts to perform.

I salute him for that.

Off stage, he is just like us. A normal man or rather a man with too naive mind and heart. I never believe he will molest any kids. He wants to be with them simply because he loves kids.

I cant help but feel that he is the normal one and we are the adnormal ones.

Remember his first time being accuse of molesting a boy back in the 1990s? That is the first time a father wanting to sue MJ for molesting his son. Now the boy is 29 years old and finally he stood out to say " MJ did not molested me, it was my dad who wants his money". The truth is out but isn't it too late?

I've got so much to say to prove that he just an innocent, naive, kind, genuine, and wonderful man but I guess there is no point to elaborate more. At least, in my heart, he is near to perfect.

He is gone and people will probably forget his death soon.

To me, he is a LEGEND, a true legend. A music icon. Pop King. One shinning star, an irreplaceable one. Yes, no one can replace him. He is everyones idol.

I hope everyone will remember him for all his goods.

Remember him for his moves, his voice, his success.

Remember him as a good looking king of pop.

The world has lost one of the greats but his music will stays on forever. He'll be missed greatly.

In Memoriam: Michael Jackson, 1958-2009

So Stressful...

2009-06-28T12:18:00.003+08:00

Its so stressful to entertain 3 at a time.. Gosh... so stressful, tiring and must be mentally prepared for sarcasm.. I HATEEEEEEE their sarcasm!
They will forever be asking me the same few questions but not ready to accept any of my answers, forever reminding me and lecturing me majiam I am their maid.
Forever making me feel like I am the worst person on earth.
Why am I always the one bearing all the shit? NOT FAIR.
不敢去想以后的日子，天啊~ 我好想搬家。=/

Don't even bother scratching your head for who am I referring to..
haha close friends will know w/o me mentioning any names..
I think I am rather obvious already..
Not that close friends, sorry to say, its a secret not to be reveal haha...

I still love my family the most, they are the BEST and I only have one family.
It's hard for me to accept people easily and I'm truly sorry for I know I am bad,
but this mindset is hard to change.

Emo liao.....

Maybe the problem doenst lies with the people but with ME.

Threee trips within a month is tiring.. but as promise, I'm back with updates!

2009-06-20T11:20:00.007+08:00

23 ~ 25 May 09 [Genting Trip with family]

It was a short trip to Genting with my parents, hubby, Sis & BIL with 2 little cheeky nephews, cousin & younger bro. It will be perfect if my big bro can join us but his work is simply tooo busy.

The first day of Genting, brings me fond memories. This is like the 10th time I've been to Genting? Cant remember the exact figure but I've been to Genting since the age of 5 and almost every school holiday, it will be Genting trip with my family =)

So our usual routine for Genting upon arrival is to check in hotel, went for makan, then spent the rest of the day in indoor theme park and shopping.

The 2nd day was the day most look forward to, outdoor theme park!!!!! As I gets older, realise I'm not as daring compared to few yrs back... but still I want to play all the exciting rides! Such a pity the roller coaster is under maintenance =( Enjoyed pirate ship the most! fun. teehee. Then went to makan, shopping, bowling and movie session! I scored 22 for bowling (-_-''l) many times cleaning the "drain".. lousy!

Looking forward to another trip with my family but hope we can go somewhere else together. =D

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28 ~ 31 May 09 [SOS Phuket workshop]

This was my 2nd trip to Phuket. 1st time with JJJ and Dil and was fun =)

Phuket workshop came right after my Genting trip, basically I never unpack my toiletries in luggage and just add on a few more clothes and zoomm! I'm ready for Phuket!

As this was the 2nd trip, not much excitement but stilll massage and food is a MUST! Shopping no longer keen because the things in Phuket are not cheap. So I did a full oil body massage on the first night~ Wao~ fantastic... Followed by 2 leg massage the next 2 days. Shiok man! More massage to come! BKK trip!!!! Also, I had whole lots of fun cam whoring with poses!!!!!

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13 ~ 17 June 09 [KL Petaling Jaya for ITF women seminar]

This was a lonely trip cause I went to KL alone =( saying goodbye at the airport to my husband makes me wanna cry. How I wish he could join me. hahahaha

Still, I enjoyed this trip because I get to see old faces, met some new frens and learn how to be independent..hehe.. Time pass fast in seminars, free time I will just laze in hotel room online, watch tv, eat and sleep. During my one whole free day, I went to Sungei Wang Plaza to do some shopping. I only bought 2 singlets because the fashion there doesnt really suits me and a Carlo Rino bag! I like it alot! hehe..

Soon will be flying to BKK!!!!! Looking foward! =D =D

More photos uploaded to my facebook. Am too lazy to repost here.

Homely person

2009-06-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

I am a very homely person... More certain when I'm away from home..
Remember the first day of school when I was 5 year old, I refuse to go to school cause I want to stay at home and follow my mum and watch what she is doing around at home.
Remember when I was in my secondary school days, how I skip my CCA and rush home straight after school, bought some snacks from the mama shop and catch the 3pm chinese series.
I like to stay at home. I will never get bored. There are so many things to keep myself occupy.
Watch tv. Read magazine. Surf net. Looking at the ceiling and start stoning. Singing with a remote control (mic) pretending I'm having my own concert. Dance like nobody business. Bake. Cook. Eat. Sleep. I love to stay at home.
Now that I'm in KL Petaling hotel posting my blog, the more I feel like returning home.
I miss my husband, my bed, my spikey, my tv, my carpet, even my pot and pans but I dont miss the idiotic humid hot weather. haha
Why no one online at this hr???? Aiyor... so boring...

Away Away~~ Somewhere away~

2009-06-12T18:22:00.002+08:00

I will be away to KL from 13th Jun to 17th Jun.

Dont miss me! >.<

Craving for Durian

2009-06-10T09:30:00.004+08:00

Durian season is here.

I've got big craving for durian yesterday and the crave last on till today.

Perhaps I will get some on my way home today but Im not good at choosing.

Only my dad can choose the best durians. Hope he recovers soon.

"Mao San Wang" is the best I've ate.

I love those seeds small and meat bitter sweet. *yummilicious!*

Gonna plan some durian session with my friends and colleagues soon.

I know I know

2009-06-09T11:18:00.002+08:00

I am lack of updates. I am so lagging behind now.
I've got many photos and things to share but I've got no time.
Gimme some more time and I be back soon... real soon...

Back from Phuket.. What a tiring trip

2009-06-01T10:55:00.002+08:00

Head feeling real heavy for the past 2 days............ I hate I hate this kind of feeling =(

I am back but as usual my heart is not back

2009-05-26T19:57:00.004+08:00

Genting- 23 May to 25 May 2009
Be back with more photos update! Promise!

Now gonna pack my luggage for phuket.............!

This week had been.........

2009-05-21T21:59:00.005+08:00

BUSY.
Work is extremely busy this week.
I've been rushing to meet the dateline which is tomorrow.
Have to get all the datas ready for migration to the new ispf system.
I dont think anyone got any idea of what that is and wont even bother haha so why elaborate?
It just reminds me of never ending work. I doubt that I'm able to produce the work tomorrow.
Feels like I've did one whole year of work in a week.
Recieved like 50 calls today.
Pek cek when Im rushing and companies kept calling to chase work from me.
How to jaga work and own life like that?
Hubby has been asking me to help him book haircut, arrange a date with Tangcourt to finish up our return table and to check with Samsung if the dvd player is still under warranty but I've been dragging.
I got whole mountain of clothes not yet iron, my floors are starting to coat with dust, my house mess is accumulating, I got food left in the fridge for dont know how long and should have been dump long ago but I just dont feel like doing anything about it. How to balance work and life? It really isn't that easy.
Every capable business woman has a MAID helping with everything at home so they can be a capable employee at work. Every perfect taitai can be that perfect because they dont need to work!
It's just getting tooo tiring.... I need a break........ Genting.........Phuket...........KL...........BKK........taiwan.......
Wherever Im going... Whatever Im doing..... Just out of SG will make me happy..

A newbie once again..

2009-05-13T11:07:00.004+08:00

After reading BB's post, inspired me to take up something =P
Realize life has get abit plain without learning something new for quite sometimes.
I wanna pick up dance, I always love dancing but I am really bad whth my hands and legs coordination! Plus I am a really slow learner. Maybe I shall pick up a slow kind of dance first so as to build up my confident before moving to something more difficult? I seriously need to workout and dance is the only form of exercise which I truly enjoy. Shall do more research...
2nd choice: I wanna improve on my knitting skills. Till now, I can only knit a scarf =/
3rd choice: Cooking.
4th choice: Vocal classes.
Some other choices: Yoga/Pilate classes, Art & Craft, flower arrangement.
Will get myself started in July so got 2 months to consider. Dear peeps! It be nice if you can provide me some ideas! But please dont ask me to get a degree! I dont like anything to do with books! haha!
BB let me know if u keen on any of the above!